Im not crazy . i hope someone could help me? Prt.2?

I just try someone's advice . it works a little bit but I can still feel her around Its like she's everywhere . I just visit a doctor again and he says I'm fine . My father thinks I need a specialist and I didn't meant to shout at him that I'm ok. I pick up all my past gf's stuff including the rare ed edd and eddy T-shirt she gives me in my 13th b-day I burn them and some pictures. It hurts me a lot but its the only way I can forget her. I cry when I watch those memories turn into a pile of ashes and suddenly I hear the song Tonight by Fm Static in my room I rush upstairs to check if my father is in my room and I don't see anyone or my father . I check the garage I said to my father " did you enter my room ? " He's said no . I think my father won't lie to me . I check my room if someone is in there and no one even my lil bro I ask him if he goes to my room he said he's been playing down stares and he didn't here anyone going in my room. In the night I cry in silent my heart is getting heavy . I ask to my self " why why won't you live me " in the next day I had a normal breakfast while reading (DEATHNOTE MANGA) I hear my friend is knocking at the the door . He gives me his old ps2 :) and the his other cool games I first play the (PRIMAL) you know the girl with a tattoo symbol in her back anyway I got bored and I can't solve some puzzles I change the game I saw this (SILENT HILL 2 ) . So I play the game and suddenly I read some notes and I feel another pain rushing in my heart the notes are too sad to know that her GF died in some sort of ill . I stop playing not that I'm scared I stop because I'm starting to feel her in my mind. Don't you all think ill burn the CD bcoz I remember her . I call my mom my dad and my mom divorce when I was 7 . I call her if she can solve my pain ( bcoz she's a woman and woman understand others feeling ) she said go and do some of your favourite hobby like skateboarding . Any other idea or advice that can help me . Pls reply. Thanks..